My God – I Believe

I am very sure that one day I will know everything what interested me in life. Why my life is so run, as it is run. Why do I have good physical abilities and good intellectual abilities. My social skills to interact with other people are quite limited, but although I am beyond 70, I still have a strong desire for human contact. Is there a connection?

I’ll know on this day exactly what a photon really is and how any other matter entities are put together  and why they do that. Why star systems and galaxies form, why there is the huge variety of unicellular and multicellular organisms. I will know if there is life on other planets. I will then know everything there is to know in the universe.

This day is not so far away, I do not crave it forth because it will be the day of my death. It is the day when I again will one with the Creator of the universe. My existence in the universe as an separated individual then ends.

I do not long brought that day, because I have one more job to do during my life in universe. My job is to life as long as possible, as long as the capabilities of my body and my consciousness will take me. I am convinced that my person has to pursue two goals in life.

One goal relates to my body which wants to life as long as possible to make contributions to  preservation of my kind. The second objective relates to my consciousness, my ego, me, which has the goal to constantly evolve knowledge. Both objectives have been given to me by the Creator of the universe. I call these goals a survival instinct and a desire for knowledge. Instincts can never be satisfied for long.

These instincts motivated me all my life, to constantly improve my position in society and always looking to broaden my knowledge of the workings of life. Both served to improve my chances with the opposite sex, and in improving the conditions for the breeding of my young and at the same time  it served to improve conditions for the community in which I live.

I did not get any other goal for my life in universe. I can not pursue others than these goals, because they are divine goals a person can not leave that road without suffering and then possible die from it.

It does not matter to my Creator what else I reach in life considering a human scale. Was I a successful person or a loser, was I a good person or an evil. I was an individual in any case, that is all, what is required to meet the main goal of my creator.

I have the divine freedom to do everything. I consider to be correct as an individual to pursue my top instinctual goals. My personal findings about the relationships of humans tell me which of my behaviors are useful for these goals and what other behaviors are harmful to these goals.

If I do not timely and consciously pursue my instincts and objectives in a manner that is tolerated by my community, then my instinct drive will accumulate this far that they will most likely be discharged in a manner that is not tolerable by my community.

Therefore it is very important that my community knows these dependencies and provides space for gratification of this instinct for the benefit of the community and all individuals. All life is only search for gratification.

Everything in the universe is designed so that the diversity of all entities in the long term is growing. Whereby the variety of different kinds of spiritual entities is constantly growing and the variety of individuals of a species also remains as large as possible. This objective, the ever growing diversity supports the ultimate goal of the Creator of the universe.

The ultimate goal of the Creator of the universe is the knowledge continuum. He is not omniscient. He is all-powerful in the universe, because the universe exists only in him. Everything in it is spirit. Everything is consciousness.

The evolution of the universe is the spiritual evolution of cosmic consciousness.

Everything consists only in the cosmic intelligence of Ur-ideas and their individual characteristics, which are respresented by individual spiritual entities with individual degrees of freedom to act in the universe. They interact with others while pursuing their individual goals and instincts in universe.

Even matter consists only of individual ExperienceEntities which pursue their goals which were given to them by the Creator of the universe.

God is not in all things around us, but all things are existing as spiritual entities within the space of consciousness of the Creator of the universe. I call the Creator of the Universe Cosmos The universe is a separate area in his consciousness.

I will finish my individual existence in the universe at the end of my life and will be part of the cosmic consciousness. The cosmic consciousness is the consciousness of the Creator of the universe which contains everything that ever happened in the universe.

I love life in the universe! It is not easy, but intriguing.